SidSharma01

Life Unexpected
2021-02-23 20:24:57 (UTC)

Day 2

After getting heartbroken usually people cry. They would pour out themselves in form of tears. But when things are going very bad even the tears don’t come up. You are left with pain. That pain just grows and grows eventually eating you from inside.

People say this thing is bad that thing is bad. A broken heart is painful. No. It is the memory that brings down the pain. And the worst part is we are not capable of erasing a certain memory from our brain. People would struggle with these memories. Either new memories create and take place of old memories or people choose death and end up the pain.

I don’t want to replace my memories too. And I can’t even choose to die. I am not ready now as i am bound with a few things. I can’t just give up till August or September.

All i can do is wait till that time. Try to fight back with the pain or start to live with this gut wrenching feeling 24*7.

I would just take my sleeping pills and sleep now. Good night Diary.




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