The Life Of Scar Girl

The Life Of Scar Girl
2021-02-21 22:19:53 (UTC)

Everything is all set.

I have everything all set to receive unemployment benefits. I made sure that it's linked to my checking account.
Because I don't want to have worry about going to the store and it not accepting my unemployment card.
This way I know that my debit card with my bank is accepted everywhere.
Also I can take money out of my checking account for rent if I need to. And won't have to worry about finding an ATM.
I even made sure to favorite the page that I'm suppose to go to certify every two weeks on my computer.
So I don't have to keep typing it in and it's easily accessible.
I wasn't originally going to have it linked to my checking account.
But I really didn't want to have to update payments information on certain things like with my cell phone and what not.
Just less of a hassle that way.

I don't know why but I'm like nervous that something is gonna go wrong lol.
But in reality I know everything will be just fine.
I think I'm more worried about something going wrong on their end.
But I high doubt it. Cause I got the letter and everything just fine.
And the worker helped me re-apply over the phone.

So I need to just chill..
I spend too much time in my damn head I swear.
I think the reason I have been having so much anxiety lately.
Is because I think too far ahead of myself and create things that aren't even there.

I mean I'm still nervous something could wrong.
But my mind won't feel completely at ease until I actually know that everything went well.
And that the money was successfully transferred into my account.

But that's just how I am and how I will always be sadly.
Unless I take meds or something for anxiety which I probably wouldn't do.
I have always wanted to see a therapist though and see if I actually do have these things.
Or if I just create them in my head.




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