Nala Toph

Written Thoughts
2021-02-19 23:24:24 (UTC)

Officially a slut

Doesn’t matter how you view it now. I sucked the dick of a man I’m not dating, barely know, and begged for more. And my god did i love it! It was amazing! I felt so... alive! I thought i was sucking it for 10 minutes straight but he said it was a whole hour! I guess it relaxed me a lot. He was big enough to reach my throat too. I felt so safe with his dick in my throat, he groped my ass hard.. sometimes I feel like someone is still gripping it. God i want to suck so much more dick now!! I make myself too vulnerable though, what if I die from an STD? Why am I not caring? I think i do care actually, because I do worry about myself. But i care more about getting pleasure. At the same time it’s not just pleasure, i felt safe, secure and comfortable. Which I think says a lot about where I live. Because if feeling safe was suddenly granted by sucking a dick i think that... god i keep spacing out thinking about his dick, making it hard to write... anyway, I had a good evening.when i got home he questioned my age, i assured him i was 18 but he was uncomfortable that my bday was basically just a few weeks ago. I’m barely an adult. I told him I understand if he doesn’t want to do this again because of that, which I do understand but I certainly don’t agree. I mean like come on, he is 20. I’m 18. It couldn’t be less weird. I thought it was weird having a friend who was 14 years old at the time dating some 17 year old. Or the 19yo with a 37yo... like i seen so many age gaps and maturity gaps... i mean come on, by the time 16 is done you are sexually mature. Nothing more really happens. I see no problem 17 with 20 year olds. But 18 with 20 is too much.... if he was 25-30 Then I could agree more.


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