ℍ𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕝𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕃𝕒𝕤𝕤

First fetish /domination dream

What’s this saying about my life?
This is the first ever dream of this type!
I was dressed up in red and black Valentines lingerie I was being spanked
And being porked up the ass by a woman with a Dildo. I get it it’s a dresm but there must be more too it ???

Update : the most frustrating thing is not
Knowing who I am.
I know how I feel and that would
Not accepted by the general
Public . Gender confussion is
Cruel as it stops u from being
You. What to do ??