you rattled the cages. cages i wasn't sure could be rattled. you slipped in, rattled the cages and you slipped away. i get the feeling we'll never talk again, but I'm rattled.
you reinforced that nothing matters, yes. you have me questioning reality more than even before (who actually are you?) but you showed me that despite our failed world, *more* is possible. and i thirst. in all your dark energy, you sparked something in me. something that makes me want to keep myself open to love. even though i feel allergic. everything is drying out and dying, and the only way survival seems possible is closing off from sources of pain. nur