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THE DOWNFALL OF MY MENTAL HEALTH
2021-02-12 08:21:52 (UTC)

Since covid hit I ..


Since covid hit I haven’t been able do much because being a high risk and having a shifty immune system I’d be terribly sick so I’ve been doing online school for almost a year now I wish I could just go back to school I know I can’t because I would die if I did being locked up in my home is worsening everything it’s causing me so much stress which unironicalky gets me sick so now I have a terrible fever almost 5 am as I’m writing this sweating my balls off I feel like my throat is closing up if that wasn’t bad enough now I have dull body aches I can barely move without being tired I hand a bad headache the urge to hang my head has never been bigger it’s just throbbing none stop it’s like someone is beating my brain up with a hammer ... I can barely eat I tried eating what ever my mom had given me to be honest it looked like it was not meant to be eaten but I couldn’t shallow it psychically now my mom has to pick up meds to help me with my fever since my body doesn’t have the antibodies to do so I just wish she’d gotten it when I first told her now I feel like death I can’t find a comfortable position I’m too hot without my blanket but when I take it off I am freezing I feel like I’m being punished by the universe or something so my Friday is already sucking also I coughed up mucus with blood now I’m super grossed out uhhhhh I have a doctor appointment on zoom in a week so hopefully I don’t die by then lol




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