harletbarley

writings before i fall
2021-02-08 02:03:52 (UTC)

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I'm just trying to dream of my soulmate/ true love. But I also feel like I'm way to young to be rushing into love and wanting a relationship. But I know these are just thoughts that keep me feeling safe. I'll get off this site and crave affection as much as the next single person. But I also love my mindset and the way my life is moving currently. Besides people pushing me. "you have a voice sing" , "Don't let your grades slip"," if you fail this year kiss California goodbye" , "when will you actually use your voice and create". Same shit different fonts. It gets annoying. I do try to focus on music but my motivation is just not there. I also got this fill in the blank book, I'm excited to use it I just don't feel like ill be able to sit down and tear my skin apart and paste it on paper right now. I feel comfortable with the layers I'm wearing right now. But it will also be better for my mental health and spiritual journey- At least I think spiritually. I took 3 laxatives I'm trying to loose weight idk if I've lost any ill check after I do the music shit at the bottom.

Music listened whilst writing:
Mary Jane Love- noname
Loveleen- REJJIE SNOW
Olga (1984)- REJJIE SNOW




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