I feel abit blah today. I can't put my finger on what has me feeling off but I woke up and just haven't felt right since. I don't feel ill. My back is starting to twinge again when I'm walking but I have my tablets for that so I don't think that's it either. I got a few things done around the house and decorated my kitchen table so it doesn't look embarrassing. Just normal stuff, yet I've come to bed and I still just feel.. blah.
A little sad and fed up and just abit out or sorts. Honestly it's starting to piss me off. I want to feel happy and just chill out but instead I've laid here worrying about what's bothering me when I should know if something is, right? Ridiculous.
Being a woman is Ridiculous.
I've already said it but I'm 30 this month! Ahhhhh. We're looking at booking skiing for my birthday next year to make up for this year's shit show. I really hope Covid doesn't run into 2022 because we had the best time skiing last year and I do really want to go again.