ℍ𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕝𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕃𝕒𝕤𝕤 𝕕𝕒𝕪 𝕓𝕪 𝕕𝕒𝕪
Did she ??
Write that explict entry out of joy or to hurt me? After her last outburst im not sure.
Yes im happy shes in a new realtionship
But she must have known how a entry would effect me. I do love her but being so far away nothing waa ever going to happen. But a million to one shot is better then nine at all..
Am i over reacting? Most likey but it still stings. After feel better after a few entries im now depressed again ( i do suffer from depression) for the record.
Tears are falling as i write this as i dont know where to turn. No one to talk to..
I dont want to feel like a 3rd wheel ..
I look forward to when my time on earth ends. No more pain no more jealousy just long lasting sleep. Plz hurry grim reaper