Listening to 'Songs Of ..
Listening to 'Songs Of Faith And Devotion' by Depeche Mode and it occurred to me that songs about drug addiction, and about love, are basically the same thing when you have intimacy issues and emotional regulation issues.
Thinking maybe I should've booked my next therapy appointment to be sooner. I kind of want to talk about the dream I had where I attacked James.
She'd probably reassure me that I do care about people, and that I'm not a bad person.
I suppose it just seems kind of scary, still, that the difference lies in action and intention rather than desire, because people don't much bother to distinguish between the 2, although they're obviously totally different.
I need to eat.