Karma Rose

My Secret Thoughts
2021-02-05 07:36:00 (UTC)

Beautiful Places

Dear stranger,

Just another day in pain- I mean paradise. My legs hurt so much. My eyes are so heavy, but I couldn't sleep because I had a ton of homework due- I have a ton of homework due every day. But those two accelerated courses will be done by next week- perfect. So technically, I am taking 8 courses at the moment, but by the end of next week, it'll only be 6 courses, then up one, so 7 courses. I don't have to have such a heavy load- this is purely choice. I feel like I should take advantage of the fact that I can do all this work from home instead of walking from class to class- so why not take more than needed. I'm even going to take a couple during the Summer, but I'm going to try to work that schedule to where I can go on a little vacation too. The plan is to go some place pretty and enjoy the breeze- to a city with water. Funny, I don't know how I'm going to get there- I don't like flying to places (I don't like airports, because they're cramped and I don't like being in places where there's a lot of people- although, I don't know what it's like now that there's COVID), driving there- it's a 16 hour drive where I can split the time and stay some place midway to sleep to then continue on my journey (still, that's a lot of driving, but at the same time, good practice- I just hope I don't get impatient. Also, my car is kinda old- I wonder if she'll be able to take it. I'll be pretty upset if my car breaks down on my way there.), or taking a Greyhound (I've never taken one before, but I've heard of friends taking it and it didn't sound so bad- but it's 24 hourssss and that's even longer- just sitting there. But hey, I could watch movies, charge my devices, read, etc.. I don't think it'll be all that cramped because of COVID either. How nice. Once I get there, I guess maybe rent out a car if need be). See, this is what makes taking a flight so enticing- it's only 2 or 3 hours and I could also rent out a car or take an Uber or whatever to get to where I'm going. Maybe walk along the bridges thinking about the people who've jumped off them. Do I bite my tongue and just take the flight? I guess we'll find out once it's June or July. I kinda wish cars could shrink in size to where I can fit it in my bag, then when I need it, I can unshrink it. There's also other worries I have like, if I rent a car, where do I park it? Like, this is in the city, so I'm guessing it's like LA where you'll have to pay for parking (although, some don't even allow overnight parking), so for overnight parking, you leave it in some neighborhood- but is it okay to just leave it there? Is it going to be in walking distance to where I'm going. Too many thoughts. Too many worries. It's not even June yet. June, June, June. My birthday is in June. I'll be 21 and able to drink lmao.

*Yawn* when I looked in the mirror just now, my bags under my eyes were very noticeable. Gosh, I'm so tired. I'm going to wake up at 9AM- get me some 8-9 hours of sleep. This fatigue is real. I have a lot to do tomorrow too. I wonder how long I'll be able to stay in that city. I wonder what it'll be like. I wonder what the view looks like in person and if I'll even be able to see the stars in the sky. I hear there's A LOT of white people there- huh. I don't know- too tired. I'ma stop here. Good night. Until tomorrow.

Kind regards,
Karma Rose

P.S. SOOOOOO TTTIIIIIRRRREEEDDDDD.




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