Truer than True

Through My Eyes
2021-02-04 23:25:07 (UTC)

Riding and Talk with Ex Husband

On Saturday my ex husband picked me up and took me riding to get me out the house, he stated he was taking me on the scenic route to Palos Verdes to see the Ocean and because I wanted to get out the house I didn’t care which route he took me on. I was just so happy and grateful he wanted to take me riding, plus he was taking me to my favorite place to go the beach. Once we arrived to the destination he slowly drove down the road so I could enjoy looking at the beautiful ocean. Sadly we started late within the day, it was getting dark and it was time to leave. Since he drove I offered to buy us dinner, we agreed on Mexican food, we stopped purchase the food and after getting the food I assumed he was going to take me home but he said he wanted me to go to his home to eat and watch the game and because I wasn’t ready to go home yet I agreed to go to his home. After we ate and watched the game it was getting late and since being diagnosed with Epilepsy I don’t like being home alone so I decided to stay at his home for the night because my son and his girlfriend both work the graveyard shift on Saturday nights. Him and I stayed up and watched movies which I enjoyed so much. Although I’m so grateful he took me riding and we watched movies together I’m still not quite sure if I want to rekindle the relationship with him and because he uses the love word a lot, I told him I’m at a point in my life I need the person who claims they love me to show they love because I need to be able to see the love. A person can say the word all day but if I don’t see it how can I believe it. I feel he’s lonely and doesn’t want to be alone and I certainly do understand how he feel because I too don’t want to be alone anymore either but I only want to be with someone who genuinely love and care for me and definitely need to be able to see the love. I don’t see the love in him that he claims to have for me plus it’s been over 25 years since we’ve been divorced and we’re just now starting to hangout with each other. I also feel he’s moving things to fast and needs to take things little slow and I feel we first need to at least be friends before trying to be in another relationship and the main reason I say this is because he’s been trying to date other women because according to him I want give him a chance but if someone truly claims to love and care for you they’ll be patient and wait for you, at least that’s what I would do.




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