ℍ𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕝𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕃𝕒𝕤𝕤 𝕕𝕒𝕪 𝕓𝕪 𝕕𝕒𝕪
2000s decade of turmoil (2)
I was not going to continue my oddessy but a friend and a cousin prompted me to keep going thx to you both. Back to 2005 my friend came into my life it wasn’t expected but she’s now family!!
I was playing a FB game that was a monopoly rip off really can’t remember the name but it did play a big part in changing my life.. we played daily and at the time you could chat during the game. Which would to fb messages. Emails and phone calls. She is extremly pretty sexy. She might disagree but trust me she’s lovely .. also around this time i was getting into CROSSDRESSING which I discussed with her. She was really supportive which was a surprise cause I thought when I mentioned it she would bolt.thank god women are more open minded then the males. This began when I was 12 in grade school and never really left my mind. My HS friend gave me one of her panty a fruit of the loom black not sexy but very comfortable .. I started wearing them regular after that and it made me feel good about my self for the first time ever. When I discussed it with my friend
PINKY she was very supportive and promised to send me some. Our figures were different I’m ccl and she’s medium so the sizes were wrong but a great incentive to keep being me..Me and Pinky really got along well. She discussed herlife as I did mine with her..
Her life to that point in time was being ruined by bfs who treated her like shit.
She was SA by one. Cheated on by another and the third just didn’t help her although she loved him.. this added to her childhood trama I was to learn about in detail just a couple of years ago which to be honest horrified me.. yes I knew shit like this happened but I never knew of a case.. ?? As 2005 finished I was starting to question my sexuality. I brushed it off and just moved on..
I was still talking to the girl from HS but after that experience in her app she distanced herself. We still hung out which was good but what I didn’t know she suffered from BPD borderline personality disorder which is a cruel thing in itself .. we got into a snit and she stopped being friends this would not be the first time. Can’t even remember the issue but I was devestated .Thank God I had pinky to chat to our I might have well blown my gasket . Feb 2006 just prior to Valentines I bought my first panty for myself I ruffle pink panty with hearts on it. Plus some silk thong pantys. Red purple .. it was embarrassing to go into buy them but I had to do it.. I was actually proud of myself for doing it .. I really was questioning my sexual identity at that point as a few days later I bought several copies of PLAYGIRL magazines
Which got me excited. No never read a article lol who does .. so I figured I was Bi Sexual no crime there,, PINKY excites me as well. Though I’m sure it’s a one way feeling :( Anyhoo. 2006 I had a massive cc issue and declared bankruptcy some that might happen in 2021 or 2022 im not bright with CC’s. I wanted it dealt with as I wanted season tickets for my fav sport starting up in 2007