I don't even know
2021, Maybe As Bad As 2020
Oh my gosh. It feels like it's been so long since I've written in here. I guess I just didn't have time or motivation? Whenever I do wanna write, it's always when it's super late too. But anyway, I'm feeling like shit right now. So much is going on in my head and shit. First of all, I got back in contact with my ex, Tess. It's been a couple days since we have and I'm honestly pretty happy. She told me that she was okay and that her parents were the reason she stopped contacting me and our friends. Our relationship is pretty....complicated right now. Like, we're back to being best friends and everything, but we still can't really get over each other. I don't know how I feel right now. I just wish things would go back to normal, when life wasn't so complicated for me. Second of all, I'm really stressed. School is being such a huge burden on me that I can't think straight. My thought have been getting darker and more hurtful recently. They're becoming more intense. My head's been constantly hurting and my eyes are so heavy. I just, I don't know how much longer I can do this.