Jen just jen

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2021-01-27 23:52:18 (UTC)

Hi, ..

Hi,

it's another night. I just had some wine in attempt to make this come out smoother. Not that I feel any particular hard thing to confess- just always this maintenance is something i need to drag out of me.

Maybe it is hard.

Anyways. My relationship with nick is going well. I feel like a broken record saying that. What is going well is how much he cares for me, and i for him. We don't always know what to do with that care though. I take it upon myself to be responsible for the way it feels like it's not moving forward emotionally in the way i'd like. The sex is great. Wonderful, although, i feel the way that's progressed is taking away from the other things we [read: I], need to be focusing on. It's the individuality that i keep fretting about losing that leads me




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