༺ ♡.PINKY.♡ ༻
Ramblings, Stories, Fantasies
On the outside I seem happy and full of light.
On the inside I sometimes am breaking and losing my fight.
I stand strong for the people who I think love me,
But every so often my world becomes a blur.
I try to remember why I am here.
What is my purpose and why shouldn’t I disappear?
This is how my mind sometimes works against me,
And yall are sitting ducks waiting for something to occur.
It’s a scary thing to think,
One day I will be here and the next, i could be gone in a blink.
Dreaming to have someone break when they see my light fade,
Because for my happiness, they have prayed.
They can not bare to see me this way,
But after all this time, They have no idea what to say.
What do you tell a person that is slowly breaking inside?
Stay by their side, and sit with them while they cry.
Every time this occurs, They feel like they lose a little more of me.
A little more happens, and a lot more to go through.
Their loyalty and love for me will never waver,
But I promise them this one favor.
When i am sad; when I am down,
And i feel that i need to breakdown,
I will hope that they will always be around.
They will always be there to pick up my broken pieces when there severe,
In hopes that they will be here, with me, forever.