me and my life
have I gone mad?
I guess I have gone mad being alone single so much that I have imaginary BF😅😅😂😂🤣🤣 so if anything happens I always tell V about it. I use to share each things even if I get a new pimple or even if maid come late. And now all of sudden he is not there to share anything. Also, I have no one to share anything like I shared with him. I do share with ash but she is for a while and there is no fun excitement as it was with him. So now as no one is there I share by imagining as if V is there and how would he react and I actually feel good because that time was like a fairy tale for me. Sleeping next to him, waking up next to him, he driving me everywhere, our bfs, lunches dinners. I mahine him everywhere and I miss him where ever I go.
When Naisha is upto something new I always wish secretly that I wish V had been here. When I eat, walk, run I was he was by my side. Always miss miss him. Specifically when I drive because he would always give me detailed instructions on gear, clutch, break wheel😅🤣😂 he was a sweetheart. Sometimes I imagine we meet again in future. I wonder how is he, what he must be doing, does he miss me as I do, don't I cross his mind when something happens, doesn't he wish to know about me, aahhhh am even happy with his imaginary existence 😊 ohh I also imagine him cross paths in malls or wedding 🤦♀️ so have I gone mad???
I am just alone. Miss him a lot. I hope he do