Jan

My life in the making
2021-01-15 04:36:53 (UTC)

New chapter!

I’m starting a new job! Still at same place but different location and different position. Better for me for sure! But I’m gonna miss my guys... and my comfort . But I’m sure I will gain the same experience at my new job . I am soooo going to miss J & G though .. too be honest they are why I haven’t been ready yet. I’ve gotten a few other job offers/ interviews but I didn’t wanna leave them, finally this job felt right. I’ve been waiting on the right timing so I feel confident this is good!!!! :) and probably good for my marriage as well . I don’t know how to tell J I can’t just casually snap him. I want to fuck him but due to my morals - I can’t (I’ve come a long way). Every time I think I’m over him then I look into his stupid blue .. green ... black?? His beautiful eyes with his beautiful lashes mmm..... and I know I need to be careful with my orgasm magic bc I’ve been having some.. powerful moments lately. I wanted to write that earlier after we had spent time with each other for a bit that j wanted to fuck him. And I could have, I even had a house to my self that we could have easily fucked in, but did not . It was so hard... I feel like one minor occurrence and j would have but the timing was not right - I’m really starting to trust the universes process :)




Ad: