July 5th, 2019- Wisconsin
July 5th, 2019
I went over the other Erickson family and saw fireworks but I also lighted some fireworks myself. I am so proud of myself and there were some loud fireworks and I got scared but Jake was there with me and he was holding me in his arms.
At the dock, Jake and I were sitting and he was holding me close to his chest. I told him that he is my favorite cousin and also told him that I am going to miss him. I made myself a smore over the fire pit and I just made myself one but Jake made three smores himself. We went back to the dock and did more fireworks but the fireworks we did together were loud fireworks and that is where Jake was holding me in his arms.
On the dock, he put his head against mine and also put his hand on my head. If there is anything I need to tell someone, that person would be Jake because I can tell him anything and I was afraid of saying anything to him. Someone saw me and Jake together and it was embarrassing but it was Hunter that saw me and Jake together like a couple but we are only cousins.
Inside of Jake's cabin, he bought himself spiderman comic books and we went inside the cabin to get away from the misquotes. Jake and I were sitting on the floor together and I put my head on his shoulder but he also put his hand on my leg which is slightly uncomfortable but I am okay with it. He also had his hand touched my hand which is really embarrassing if someone saw us together but we are family and he walked me over to my cabin which is really nice of him to walk with me. He put his index finger under my chin and moved my head toward his head like he was about to kiss me softly on the lips.
On the porch, he picked me up which is really weird but he did that to me when we were at the dock and I was stuck on the ground so he had to pick me up from the ground and I was slightly blushing when he picked me up from the ground. At the dock, Jake was holding me in his arms just to calm me down because I got scared of the fireworks.
And he almost put his lips on mine and if he did that, then it would be embarrassing and someone would've taken a picture of us together. And Jake was too close to me on the dock because he was about to "kiss" me on the lips on the floor inside of the cabin and if he did that to me, then it would be embarrassing and someone would've taken a picture of me and Jake. Jake slightly moved his face to mine and I was feeling uncomfortable because he was moving his lips to mine like he was going for a kiss and he tilden his head.
On the dock, he had his hands on my hips and I had my hands on his chest and his arms too. On the edge of the dock, he was about to "kiss" me and I was feeling shocked about what is going on but it would be a whole lot of embarrassment if he actually kissed me on the lips and someone would've taken a picture of me and Jake.