Another day went
I'm trying not to think negitevely, I know sometimes you have to strong and face every thing. Even if I know I can't stop these thoughts coming up again and again. I think I need a change I need a different place to live, because of this pandemic I can't even go to any place, I really wish this time get ends soon I'm tired of everyone.
Sometimes I wish I can get amnesia so I won't remember anything but it's just a stupid thought you know. I'm becoming more and more dumb how I can think like this.
I want to run away from home but where will I go I don't know anyone who can help me. It's just going to be like this.
Nothing is gonna change so change yourself, which I'm trying too.