Jon

Jon
2021-01-06 17:05:32 (UTC)

dear sister- part 2

I wanted to say that although we do not have anything in common, i am jealous of you and i feel that i want the things that you have and had in life.
though i feel that you do not appreciate anything, that you have had in life, i feel that i wish that i could of been more like you as well.
i am very jealous of how you have a better relationship with our cousins, they seem to like you more than me, mom says it is because of your a female and they are females and you both have more in common than may be true of course but i feel that if they liked me more and would talk to me and give me their phone number as they did with you i would feel much better.
i guess i would not have a lot to talk to them about, since they both have kids of their own, and i feel that they do not like me at all.
i just feel left out of their life, i always feel left out of a lot of stuff, but i guess they have their life and you have your life and we just do not mix well.
i never talked to you about this but i feel that it would be good for all of us to be on the same page.
i feel mad at you because you had so much in your life and yet you seem to just not want it and threw a lot of it away.
i want what you have but i do not want to act as you did with it. i would appreciate what i would get unlike you.




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