Devlin

Finding my self and realizing my future
2021-01-01 22:07:59 (UTC)

future unknown

as i sit here today trying to just make through my day the best way i know how, i am haunted by the thoughts of her. that one special person we are all suppose to love for all time. i know that if we arent together it means we werent suppose to be but i cant seem to get her out of my mind. my every waking moment is completely revolving around the memory of what we had together and hope that we can again. she gives me so many mixed signals while we are at work. one moment she acts like i am not worth looking at and the next moment she is looking at me as if i am all that she can see. i dont make it any better, when she asks me for anything i cant ever tell her no. i feel pathetic, like a love struck teen. wtf. oh well. love just isnt for people like me. it is just another weekness somebody can exploit i have to remind myself that more and more lately. i used to know it so well but now i find myself having to relearn it.




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