The Life Of Scar Girl

The Life Of Scar Girl
2020-12-29 17:53:05 (UTC)

Please keep your fingers crossed for me.

I really need some good luck guys. I was going to attempt suicide the other day. Because i just feel like the biggest failure in life right now. And nothing ever seems to go right and everything always seems to be my fault even if someone did me wrong.

I decided to hold off and just cry my eyes out and let myself feel miserable because that's truly how I felt. I mean i always feel miserable. But I felt hopeless yesterday. I spent the day applying for jobs again. Because i know if i wait too long. There wont be any jobs to apply to for a while. January tends to be a dead month for jobs.


I received a message from one of the employers about taking the nest step. Im waiting for them to send me a time to come in for an interview. And this isn't some crappy retail job. Its a for a receptionist position in a dental office. Im hoping if all goes well I'll at least have an interview set up for a tomorrow.


So PLEASE even though my faith is shaken right now. Please say a prayer some kind of good luck ritual dance i dont know or just some positive vibes! I really need some good luck this new year !





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