If I denied him would he still ..
If I denied him would he still say that he enjoyed our time together?
If it wasn't for the sex would he still thank me for those few hours we had?
If I never gave him full access to my body would he still be willing to stay with me?
I shouldn't be asking myself such things, I know that there's more to it than this and yet... I can't help feeling this way sometimes.
Please forgive me and do not plague your mind with this, my love.
I'd advise you not to speak of it either but that I cannot forbid, it is your call to make and you have every right to question it.
I do not aim to make you feel uncertain nor uneasy, I do not wish to get you questioning your own precious worth.