lost.in.the.dark

Intrusive Thoughts
2020-11-29 08:57:00 (UTC)

I wish I could end my life right now

I wish I could just end everything now. I hate that I have to wait. I just want to blow my brains out right now. Living is so exhausting, I just want to be happy or at least in peace and the only way I can do that is if I kill myself. I hate the way I think so much. I constantly think about killing myself and obsess over how I plan on doing it. I can't tell anyone about it because if I do they'll think I'm crazy or that somethings wrong with me. I just can't wait for the day that everything will finally come to an end.




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