Carrie notes
2020-11-29 01:04:29 (UTC)


This letter has one single aim: to refresh your memory, by reminding you of when we first met, that distant time when you would depend on me for everything, even as a compensation for your affective and financial needs!
It’s a good thing those years are over and done with, isn’t it? I’m glad you were able to improve your life. And, at the same time, I was given me the chance to get to know you better, and realize you are nothing but a big opportunist, the kind of nasty person who only cares about himself while taking advantage of others.
I want you to know that I wish you no harm; but I can’t help wondering if you are really happy that way? Could it be that this habit of yours of abusing of the faith and love of others will not, in a way, turn against you? I guess only time can tell.
I would like to tell you that, once again, that my only intention is to refresh your memory and that I never considered or will consider asking to come back to me. After all, it would be stupid of me to try to trust you again or even to devote you a small portion of my love, which so precious and rare.
May this single note touch your heart, and make you realize that you were not honest with me. May it have this single purpose alone...
sometimes, I’m under the impression that not even you believe in the things you say. Well, this is a characteristic that doesn’t match my personality and the way I look upon the world, so, it’s all over between us.
I regret it took me so long to realize how false you were and how deceived your actions were. I regret having wasted so much of my time believing in your crazy stories. I regret having trusted you with my secrets, my house and my intimacies. Really, I feel sorry for you and for me, because being the way you are will get you no where. The worse thing is, you made a habit out of ling, sometimes you make up stories without a reason, just for the quick you get out of it.
So, I hope you’ve learned your lesson; your childish behavior (and I hope that’s all it is), has just ruined the chances of a relationship with someone who actually cared about you, until she found out exactly who she was getting involved with.
I must admit that things between us had a great and beautiful start. Yet, a few weeks later, it seems that none of the promises that we planted in those fields we created has flourished.
Unfortunately, it just didn’t happen… nothing remains of what looked like a growing love, besides some memories, everything else lost its enchantment fast, and just a bitter taste was left of what tasted like such a sweet candy.
It was a shame, it still is a shame, because no one expects a relationship to fail.
I want you to know that I don’t feel good about myself or happy with what I just said. To be honest, I’d much rather be writing about you and I and how wonderful and fulfilling things have been between us ever since the day we met. But, much to my dislike, there are times in life when you have to be honest, thus avoiding a small misunderstanding that could grow it something more harmful for those involved.
You know, despite this decision to break up with you, I’m keeping my fingers crossed that we may touch our lives with more joy, keeping in our hearts and souls the affection and respect we’ve always felt for each other.

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