Jon

Jon
2020-11-26 16:38:57 (UTC)

no one cares

I am feeling like i am meant to lonely and alone, i feel frustrated that every treatment i have tried has failed me and i hate how i am just mad at myself for not being normal, i do not feel normal and i have never had a normal life at all.
i feel like i am not meant to be here in this world, i feel like an alien, that should be brought back to his planet right now.
i wish everything was different in my life, i wish i didn't have autism i wish i had a better family.
im tired of being depressed and alone and having no one to talk to and hang out with it.
i am fed up of myself and my life and i just am not able to do much about it.
i feel like these people i talk to and go to only are there because they are being paid to be there and listen to me complain.
i hate myself and what i have not done in my life.
it goes back to my bad luck no matter what i do or try it backfires on me and i hate how these people i talk to think there is an answer to everything and when i would complain to them i would have them tell me that i don't wanna do the work. that is not what i need to hear from anyone that claims to want to help me.
that sentence is the opposite of helping me.
i just want someone to tell me they care and i want people to listen to me and to hear me and to do something to help me the right way.
to be my friend to find it in their heart to send me a card and be a real friend for me.




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