I hate it here
I shouldn't be complaining.
i feel like i have a perfect life on paper so i don't understand why i am so sad. it doesn't make sense. i don't deserve to be sad. people have it way worse than me. i feel like it is selfish of me to be sad. sometimes i feel like i'm doing it for attention. i want to cry all the time though. anytime i have a happy moment all i can think about is much it's going to suck when it's over. i think i need to stop getting into relationships. i need to learn to love myself. the only problem is i'm always seeking validation.