Life of a High Schooler
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2020-11-17 00:00:00 (UTC)

Gone Off the Deep End

It’s offical. I’ve gone off the deep end... just like he said I would. That’s what I hate most.... proving him right. I put a bandaid on a bullet wound and now I’m drowning in my own blood. It’s what happens when you don’t face your demons. I’m happy around people, but once I’m alone it all breaks. Everything that I thought was real happiness turns into depression. I don’t understand. I’ve had so many suicidal thoughts it’s not funny, and now I’m going to be quarantined for “2 weeks.” At least that’s what they are saying... I can hardly survive a weekend with my family. The quarantine in the beginning of the year I barely survived, and I was in a good mindset I wasn’t depressed then. I’m depressed as shit now... I don’t know how I’ll survive. I told my mom this.... She thought I was joking, everyone does...