My thoughts through living.
Fake and fake
I've never cared much about titles like boyfriend or girlfriend but have cared for the associated affection. None of that is coming from my supposed partner. when her mother called me her boy fried she responded by screaming no and telling her we aren't a thing. Doesn't sound too good there. the boyfriend part is fine, we don't use those titles but to say there is nothing means there is nothing. and then say you like me and enjoy me and want to be with me, its not right. There's a lie at one side and regardless of which, my motivation to push her forwards had been drained.