Life of a High Schooler
Stress Levels - Higher than the sky
Yesterday I wouldn’t stop messing with my hair or bouncing my legs, which are warning signs to me that I’m extremely stressed. They are stress habits of mine. I didn’t know what I was so stressed about but I didn’t think too into it. Today I was going through my classes and seeing what I have missing since I have a couple C’s. Well I found my cause for all the stress... I have 40 fucking missing assignments combined in all my classes, ain’t that just peachy. I have 16 missing assignments in 1st period, 4 in 3rd period, 2 in 4th, 10 in 6th period, and 8 in 7th period. I’m so fucking screwed when my parents see that. I’m gonna be grounded for the rest of my life. See the thing is with me I overthink, A LOT. So when I see I have 40 missing assignments I start to think “What if I fail all my classes?,” “What if I can’t graduate?,” “If I dont’ graduate that means I can’t go to college and if I don’t go to college I won’t be able to start my business and if I don’t start my business I will have to work at a fast food restaurant for the rest of my life and I’ll never get married and have kids and I’ll be a failure to my family and they’ll disown me.” I kid-you-not that is exactly what goes through my head. Fucking love stress.