Forever missing you

Dear Benny
2020-11-10 01:33:48 (UTC)

Day 22

I'm not sure I'll ever move on from you. I don't think I'll ever be able to move on from you being a part of my life. But if you move on and I'm stuck wishing you were here what does that make of me? If I'm bothered by the silence but you don't find it necessary to show up that means something, doesn't it? God! I thought you cared enough to stay. You said you would. Honestly, I thought you changed and we were beyond this. What kind of person are you that the slightest change makes you throw me away until nothing exciting is going on anymore. I know what your reasoning is but couldn't you once in a while put me first? I'm sat here wishing my best friend was around but he'd rather spend his days talking to random people who not a month ago were strangers, how pathetic is that?

Everybody needs someone, don't they? I thought you knew I trusted you to be around for me when I needed. Guess I'm on my own from now on.




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