La Flaca

Still in denial.

Thinking of you little brother. The day you came in to our lives you where just a small kid of 4. Laughing with nerve coming to meet all of your sibblings for the first time you made us laugh and you felt at home. My mother spoke to your mother and they decided we would adopt you . You came to live with us 8 brothers and sisters and this changed your world for ever. Scared and not knowing what to expect you adapted quickly and learned to love your knew family, your new mother. I can't even beging to know what traumas all that must have caused you but the times we did share together I will cherish always. I wish I was stronger, that I could scream at you how much I love you!! And that even though you where always battling your inner demons you would always find love to share and now your on life suport and it breaks my heart. Not only because I will never see you, but because your three beautiful doughters will never know how wonderful their daddy was. They are so little and look so much like you. I hope you can forgive me for not trying harder to reach out baby brother. In till tomarrow when they turn off your life suport I will be praying that all those people who will benefit from your donations will know how to apreciate the second chance they are given by you with your last act of kindness. Truly heart broken.