Jon

Jon
2020-11-01 17:59:23 (UTC)

will i ever be loved?

i have a feeling that i may not be able to be loveable, no woman has wanted me in that way and i feel that it is making me upset more as time goes on and i feel very upset over it. i feel that people seem to like me as a person and friend but no i do not feel i will get to that point of being happy with a woman who wants to date me and love me for me. i feel that my self-esteem is the main problem, but i have been told i am too nice for a woman to want me, i have been told that woman like guys who take control and go for what they want, i am not like that, and maybe because i am not like that i am in the place i am in at the moment.
it really stinks to feel this way, i mean i get compliments and such which is nice but than i seem to take what they say in the wrong way which makes me feel that i already have ruined the chance to be their friend. i am not good at being friends with woman i feel that i always end up liking them in some way and that makes me feel even worst, i choose to ruin the possible friendship before it even begins, and i do not know how to really be friends with anyone maybe that well. but the first step to being in a relationship with a woman of course is learning to be their friend at the time, to learn to talk to and be around a female too which i need help with but i can not handle it since i find whoever i meet very attractive and it ruins my chance to get that friendship that i truly need. but i feel unloved and i feel that my self worth is not at a place any woman would want to be around for any reason.




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