The Final Game
feeling like shit. LP released their songs back from the past all the demos. I had them wirh me for years thanks to torrents. I guess for the regular non fans its something new. Felt sad chester isn't here. Hollow. Numb.
I did some night photography with my rgb keyboard and slow shutter speed cause I was bored. I logged off Instagram for a while. Feel like hiding away from the world but yet want to snug into her arms. Whoever she is. Not sure if I would find a sutaible mate for myself. People around me getting hitched. I just look patheticly in the mirror disgusted at the reflection.
Not sure why I'm alive. Not living. I have no future. Just finishing one day at a time. It feels empty wirhout a plan. Thing is I'm done. I have this one life to live and I know I've wasted a lot of the early years. If suicide was easy I would be long gone.
Just one day, just one I want to sleep peacefully.