Truer than True
Through My Eyes
I was extremely upset I couldn’t get my license reinstated but I know the doctor is only looking out for my best interest and I wouldn’t want to be driving and not only hurt myself or hurt anyone else because that would really devastate me, especially since I’ve been feeling lightheaded lately and I’m not sure why. Having this feeling really concerns me because a month ago I was diagnosed with Epilepsy. I’ve never had seizures before and having them now has change my life. I’m scared because you don’t know when you’ll have a seizure and I still don’t know what’s causing them. And with me feeling lightheaded lately makes me wonder if I’m going to have another seizure. I hope not. I’ve been trying to figure out what’s causing my dizziness. I initially thought me feeling lightheaded could have something to do with my eating because I’ve only been eating breakfast and lunch and no dinner lately but today I ate dinner, I didn’t eat much but I’m still feeling the same. I’ve also been changing what I’ve been eating since I’ve had the seizures. I’ve been trying to eat more fruits and vegetables to see if that could help, but again nothing has changed. I’m hoping I don’t have any other major medical issues because this would concern me even more. My sister tells me it’s because we’re getting old. Lol! However I still don’t want any major problems. I can’t deal with any other medical issues at this time affecting my brain, I’ve already been upset and crying about the seizures I had. Anything else affecting the brain affects everything and means I would need to rely on people more and I certainly don’t want to do that at all. I’m so used to being independent and doing things on my on and now having to ask people do things for me such as drive me around has bothered me. My doctor left me a message stating they want to do a face to face follow today while I was working. I’m going to have to call back to schedule the appointment so I can figure out what’s going on. All of the test I took for the seizures came back normal but according to the doctor that doesn’t mean I didn’t have a seizure. I’m really scared.