me and my life
Patience and Anxiety
I have less amount of saving left with me. I'm worried and I feel anxiety of what will I do later that and how will we manage financially. I may withdraw my pension amt but that too won't last more than 3 months. I should get job any how in this 2 months atleast. I'm so worried that I have been crying out since 2 nights and praying and begging God to help because he is the only hope left. Have also started fasting for God to bless me and to forgive me of my sins.
I have to take up any work be it sales or target job just to survive. My CV is spoilt now. I don't know why am I not getting job, yes pandemic is the reason but many are getting jobs. Waiting pandemic to get over is now becoming unending now.
I have never been in such a bad phase before. And wish such time should never come in my life. Life has already knocked me down and has been crushing me but i shall rise soon...
God pls help.