AMom

Reasons?
2020-09-13 06:32:23 (UTC)

My crush

Well, I blew up the other day. J was teasing me about scaring the other dock workers making them not show up. I went insane & said "I realize I'm f*****g ugly, but don't you think you could of scared them." Went on about how he could RIP their heads off and squeeze them like melon. He's like 6'3" or so. Strong too.

He said "you really think you're ugly?" He was shocked I think. I said what I see in the mirror may be very different from what others see. Beauty fades & dumb is forever. I value intelligence.

Why not say it? He's not willing to go out with me. Not interested because I don't have giant boobs, tiny waist, & preen all the time. So I mu ssd's t be ugly.

My hair is graying. I quit dying it. Why bother? Nobody wants me anyway. I'm short, fat (235 lbs on a good day), my hair is falling out, diabetic & I don't wear makeup often. I have glasses too. I'm just a sad, worthless looking piece of shit.

I have a funny personality, but that doesn't outshine my looks.

So now I wear a fake wedding band on my left hand. I have given up on finding love.

Just have to raise my son for 6 more years. Then he'll be a man. I'll judt work, save for retirement & cruise the states in a r.v. Wherever I end up when I get too old & need care. I'll go to the nearest nursing home, hand over my finances & have them stick me in a room. Leave E out of it so he can be happily married without his wife b******g about her mother-in-law. I'll just stay out of their way.




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