Experienced Life
2020-09-11 16:02:12 (UTC)

Kiddo's Birthday today 🙂. It's time to let go

It was kiddo's 18th birthday today. Ex wife's kid. My step-kid after I found out my ex wife hand an affair. This was a long time ago so no need to go into details. But someone here earlier this year told me to not let them go yet. I was going to move on and not try to contact them anymore. To let go and move on with my life but a good follower of mine said not to let go yet.

The only way to do this is to email my ex wife. So for the 2nd time this year, I emailed her hoping she forwards or lets the kids read my email. One was to the boy and today was for the girl. She is 18 yrs old now. Born exactly a year after the tragic 9/11 incident. I included some pictures of me for reference as I haven't seen them in 4 years. I lost a lot of weight since then as this was before I started working out.

Anyway, I'm not sure if I'll be doing this anymore. The kiddos are old enough and social apps are everywhere. If they wanted to, they'd have contacted me solo by now. My love for them hasn't stopped. Both great kids. I was closer to the boy but still love both the kids so much. I'd do a lot for them.

Anyway, today was probably the last time I attempt to reach out to them. I just sent a short happy birthday message and expressing my love for her and to let her know I love her brother too. That should be it for me. Time to let go I think.