Imperfectly Perfect

My Secret Submission
2020-08-26 15:10:36 (UTC)

Early days with the Professor ( learning to watch my mouth the 1st time)

We fell into a routine after a few hard first days. I was taught how to clean and do laundry. I might have ruined a few of his things because well I had to learn to separate colors. Lol He had a pink shirts he wore to school after that week. He never let me in his room or AJ’s to put the clothes away which was fine by me that meant there were a total of 3 rooms I didn’t have to clean. He left me alone pretty much as long as I kept up the house and cooked the meals. There were only two chairs at the table and apparently only heathens eat on the couch, so I had to stand while they ate. He would ask me every day to eat somedays I still refused because I didn’t like the food. I wasn’t going hungry on breaks between class my best friend would bring me food and I ate quickly where no one could see me. That night I was not prepared for his request of me. I put dinner on the table sat on the couch and waited for him. If he didn’t get home soon dinner would be cold. I noticed then there was a chair missing. AJ’s chair was missing. Last night professor and caught AJ leaving my room. He also caught us in what looked like a sexual situation the week before too. It isn’t what you think AJ had become almost a friend to me. He listened to me.
He came in and washed his hands then sat to eat. Not a word to me was he mad did I do something wrong?
“Where is AJ?” I asked him
“I asked him to allow me the evening with you”
“right of course you did why would I need a friend in this hell hole.”
“come here” he held out his hand for me when I didn’t move right away he said “Please.”
When I got to him, he wrapped his hand around my waist and pulled me close to him. It had me stepping on a giant pillow beside him. “this is where you will sit from now on during meals at my feet.”
I looked down at. it looked fluffy but no way in hell was I going to sit at his feet.
“I am not going to sit at your fucking feet I already cook and clean for you that is more than enough.” He pushed his chair back and stood. I looked at his full plate than his retreating back. Then I watched as he entered the room again. He grabbed my wrist and pulled me to the corner of the kitchen. “open that dirty fucking mouth.”
I glared at him “maybe you should watch your fucking mouth expecting me to do it but you don’t that is fucked up”
He took advantage of my little outburst and shoved a bar of soap in my mouth. “bite” I shook my head and he said “bite or I will tape your mouth shut with it in there”
I bit down and he spun me into the corner and guided my nose to where the walls met. “Don’t move from here not an inch do you hear me. I am so sick of your mouth; you are a beautiful woman quit talking like a sailor” He left me there and went back to eating but I know he was watching me. I went to move my hands. “Don’t move what part of that was so hard I can tie them behind your back if you like”
I willed my body to settle and listen to him. “now the no cussing rule is not one that I am going to budge on next time I will take you over my lap and spank you nod if you understand.”
I nodded and he kept going “this meal is amazing AJ as been teaching you really well but I don’t want you alone with him in any room with the door shut. We are not good men Kitten and AJ’s tastes are not for you.” He paused and kept eating. “I bought you something today I will put it on your bed. I want you to write in it every day. I am pushing you in ways you don’t understand yet and I don’t want you to break.” He finished and washed his plate off something normally he made me do. He came up behind me and pulled me into his arms. He told me to open again and he pulled the bar of soap out of my mouth and handed me a glass of water. He smiled “you are beautiful you know that and the tears make you look delicious” He leaned in he was going to kiss me I felt his mouth brush mine and I closed my eyes. His hand went to my hair and his grip tightened and I gasped. I was breathless waiting and he was just gone. I didn’t know at the time what was happening to me but I do now. He was molding me making me better and perfect for him in soft gentle ways. I know what you are thinking........ for him theses are gentle actions he took great care with me in the early years. He was teaching me that submission isn't just sex I had to give the trust to him and learn to serve him in every way including thinking before I spoke and choosing words that he himself would want me to use. It was a hard lesson for someone at that age to learn and god knows I did earn quite a few spankings because of my mouth lol
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A little end note not all my early days were filled with punishments I will try to write one of the happier days. Not that any of my days with him back then weren't happy because they all were. I loved submitting to him even before I knew that was what I was doing. I have tried before but they feel so personal that they are harder to share.




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