Songbird System

Raven
2020-08-25 13:22:17 (UTC)

Looking Back Part Four

Oh look I'm doing these again. Hooray.

July 2015:

Victory! I'm so Happy--
Oops. Well, this didn't turn out the way I hoped, but does that stop me from doing the same thing over and over again plus other stuff? No. Haha, no baby me, Paige fucking sucked don't do it. NNNNnnnnnnnoooooooooooooooooooooooo. Wait, OH MY GOD JESSIE WAS A THING! I completely forgot Jessie existed! Yeah, Jessie is forgottable lmao...I say crushing on another person now and being forever in the friendzone. I now know the true pain of those I friendzoned rip.

State of Mourning--
Oh no. Karennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. I still feel sad about Karen dying. Fuck, Karen come back down here and teach the not cool Karens about how to be a decent person. I still hold Karen in very high regard as well since she's the one that gave child me hope and I believe her words and influence are one of the only reasons why I'm still around today. Hell, she taught me my positivity. Still believe her and Ryan are my guardian angels. Or at least they're looking down and cheering for me from Heaven. Haha, well past me, I revealed her name as Karen. Welp.

Do I've Multiple Personality Disorder (Its Dissociative Identity Disorder little me)--
Yes.

WHY DON'T YOU FUCKING ACCEPT ME?!?!--
...Um, Paige tried to convince you that you were a liar and had Compulsive Lying and GAD. Don't compliment her past me nnnnnnnooooooooooooooo. Oh God I still feel this pain. Its been five years and this shit still be happening. Thanks Trigon for all of the childhood trauma.

Something...--
Yeah, I'm really glad that grandmother is dead. Can the other one die too now please? Gosh, that sounds so bad out of context. I would like some money alive grandma. You goddamn bitch.

Hey, look, more ranting! Great--
I still get called a feminazi but I ignore it since those people aren't ones you should be listening to. The word Nazi gets thrown around too much these days and it makes the Roma in me devasted that the word is losing its meaning because people just use it whenever they can. It should have more power than being used for really bad and not funny (seriously, they were never funny) jokes.

Should I be Scared or Excited?--
Overall, the trip was fine. I forget whether or not I wrote about the holding your pee hell in here. Guess I gotta read more to find out. Anyways, it's good that I got over my fear of flying. Megan is a sweetheart she just is a small child that gets scared very...very, easily. Okay, it was probably a waste of money, but it's been five years so nothing I can really do about that.

What it is Like to be a Poor Kid Going to a Rich School--
I agree with all of this still even though I no longer live it. Eat the rich lol.




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