Darkcrow

Beatrice
2019-02-26 20:27:37 (UTC)

I Still Miss Him....

Today marks the first month without him. Yup. It has offically been a month of single living.

He was in my dream again last night. Every night he's in my dreams.

I still wondering if he loves me. Or he misses me. Because I still love him. And I miss him a whole hell of a lot.

I hate this feeling I still love him. But I don't want to anymore.

Last night in the dream, he held me in his arms. And even though I it was a dream I was stupidly smiling and hapy and content like I used to be. And I hate that I still miss him.

Even now, when my phone rings I think it's him. I hope he's calling from someone else's number so he can tell me he made a mistake and to start over. I know he won't though.

I really do miss him. But I don't want to anymore.

But even in my dreams, he was cheating on me. Even when I miss him, I don't trust him.




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