Darkcrow
Beatrice
I Still Miss Him....
Today marks the first month without him. Yup. It has offically been a month of single living.
He was in my dream again last night. Every night he's in my dreams.
I still wondering if he loves me. Or he misses me. Because I still love him. And I miss him a whole hell of a lot.
I hate this feeling I still love him. But I don't want to anymore.
Last night in the dream, he held me in his arms. And even though I it was a dream I was stupidly smiling and hapy and content like I used to be. And I hate that I still miss him.
Even now, when my phone rings I think it's him. I hope he's calling from someone else's number so he can tell me he made a mistake and to start over. I know he won't though.
I really do miss him. But I don't want to anymore.
But even in my dreams, he was cheating on me. Even when I miss him, I don't trust him.
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