Truer than True

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2020-08-15 14:40:07 (UTC)

Trying Not To Give Up

I am at a point in my life I’m trying to be hopeful and grateful for everything but there is times I feel like just giving up. It just seems nothing works out the way I wanted it to. Like for instance since I’ve been sick I’ve been trying to adjust to the medicine I’ve been taking to control the seizures, this medicine makes me
overly tired, I also have very low energy and all I want to do is sleep. Because of me feeling this way I asked my primary doctor for some more time off to be able to rest more and adjust to the medicine. Also to be able to go to the other schedule appointments they had scheduled for me to determine what is causing me to have seizures. But since I’ve asked for this time off, having to provide the paperwork to be approved for the time off has become stressful because the company that process the paperwork to be approved doesn’t want to accept the diagnosis. I’ve sent this company the Work Status Report twice now and now they’re needing me to send it a third time because they claim they need a diagnosis that is more specific and not general. This has become stressful and makes me just want to give up. It just seems things just doesn’t work out for me and I’m tired. I’m trying really hard to believe everything is going to work out but at the same time I feel it’s not.