Truer than True
Through My Eyes
I hate I’m a loner, it’s really starting to affect me the more older I get and especially since I’ve been sick. One of the reason I didn’t want to be close to people is because I didn’t want to get hurt so I chose to just be by myself a lot. Now I do know people and have a few people I talk to on the phone occasionally but no one I can truly rely on if I needed anything. As a child you get close to adults only for them to hurt and use you, so this is why I decided I would be alone. I do now wish I had gotten more closer to people because I’m at a point in my life I’m scared and don’t know what’s going to happen to me. Being diagnosed with Epilepsy has scared the crap out of me because I don’t know when an incident/episode will occur. Most of them have happened at night but there have been few that has happened during the day. I can only pray and hope I be okay!!!!