Amethyst

I don't even know
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2020-08-09 02:22:12 (UTC)

Finally Wrote Today

Dear diary,
It's been a couple days since I've written. Although, nothing special really happened.Today has been alright, I'm hungry right now, but I'm not sure if I should eat. I haven't been exercising lately. I'm so fat. I feel like dying. I don't know what to write. My head's not clear at all. I just feel like I'm going crazy. I tried to cut a few minutes ago. For some reason, there wasn't any blood that time. So I was gonna try again later. I might use a razor though. I'm still scared though. But enough about that. It doesn't matter. I wanna go outside, hang out with friends, go someplace far away. If I could go to space, I would. It's quiet and I can be alone, away by myself, from this terrible planet. I just wanna disappear. A fresh start at this point in life. Like just rewind time to when I first started 6th grade. I'm tired, but don't wanna sleep. I miss the thrill in life. I wish I could tell someone. Maybe someone who feels the same way. I don't even know what this entry is anymore. My brain isn't working. I need to sleep or something.


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