I don't even know
Last night, I hugged my parents. I have to admit, I cried a bit. It was nice hugging them. I felt safe I guess. They asked me what's wrong, but I couldn't bring myself to tell them. I just wish I could. I wanted to text a hotline. But I was too nervous and scared. But after a couple of minutes, I decided to. But just my luck, I couldn't without paying. I don't know why it did that. I still don't know what caused me to be so upset all of a sudden. I should probably stop talking about this before I make myself sad all over again. Anyways, I just listened to slow, reverb music. I swear, it's some of the best music ever. It makes you so relaxed and makes you feel so cool. I've been listening to it a lot lately. I don't know if it's because I'm sad or if I just enjoy it. I still don't know why I've been so sad lately. There's no particular reason. Guess I won't know for now.