Canadian Cutie

Life through my spiritual eyes❤️
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2020-08-02 19:40:39 (UTC)

The future belongs to those..

Listening to: Cardigan -Taylor Swift
But I knew you
Dancing in your Levi's
Drunk under a streetlight, I
I knew you
Hand under my sweatshirt
Baby kiss it better, right
~"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams"~
Good Evening! 🌙
Wow, been awhile since I have written. My bad lol. Not a lot has been happening. I may be returning to work in the next two weeks "possibly", In a way I am looking forward to the normalcy and routine but part of me is enjoying this down time. It's given me a huge time to focus on myself and reset. I think it gave everyone a chance to do something for yourself. Improve something, take up a new hobby, finish to-do lists. Work on something you are passionate about. Reconnect with yourself. I am going into this new normal confident I have not wasted time. I think going in. I let myself down in so many ways. I put myself last constantly. I made sure everyone around me was ok, then me. Not any more. I demand better for myself. I deserve love and respect. I am now speaking up, standing up for myself. I am loving it, I feel more like myself than I have in years. My eyes are wide open and I am determined to make the rest of my life, the best of my life as cliche as that sounds lol.

I am beyond exhausted. My smoke alarm started going off at 5am, that's enough to scare anyone out of bed haha. I jumped up, grabbed my robe and went looking for the reason. Room to room, to the basement, attic...there was no reason. I even went outside. It was storming and humid but no smoke coming from outside either. It's not a carbon detector. That's a separate one. I changed the battery and went back to bed. Beep beep beep again lol. Sighs, back up and exploring. Still nothing. I laid in bed and could not fall asleep again. A few more times it beeped a few beeps then stopped. Odd. I laid in bed and my mind just kept running, So many thoughts. I had a grocery order to pick up at 10am so I forced myself out of bed and into the shower for 8am. Tonight I am going to take something to help me sleep I think.

Today just cleaning, lots of writing and a good healthy dinner. I been focused on my diet and fitness. I am down several pounds and feeling really good physically. Mentally not far behind either. I am in a good place. Feeling happy and content.

Not much else to write, my puppy is giving me the sad eyes so I best go, watch a movie and soak up puppy cuddles.


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