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2019-12-25 00:00:00 (UTC)

Alone for Christmas

I've been doing bad since Lucy and I broke up. I haven't been eating and I've started self harming again. My mum worked today, so I would have spent Christmas alone but my friend Zacharie invited me to spend the day with him and his brother Flynn. He said he didn't think I was stable enough to be left alone and wouldn't take no for an answer.

I don't know where I would be without them. Probably crying about Lucy while cutting my arms up. But thanks to them I've spent the day watching Moomins and without a single fresh cut on my arms.

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