Imperfectly Perfect

My Secret Submission
2020-08-01 19:43:59 (UTC)

WTH is happening to me


I don't what it is about both of them together its like I lose all my self control. Like it suddenly I can't control my own body or hell even my own mind. They make me want to do things I don't want to do. Wait that's not right its not like they force me it is more like they make my body want things my mind doesn't want it to. Like I want them to let me go then with one at my back and the other in front of me I no longer want them to let go. I want them to consume me and I want to drown in them. I never want to come up for air. They are terrible things. When I say he is like the devil I mean it. I think I will start calling them my terrible things. They are both sinful truly. I don't think I have ever actually admitted that out loud. They were no doubt set on getting me under them and on top of them but they also had another agenda well at least one them did. Wait till you hear this shit I found out The devil he knows my Mr. Mystery. What crazy parallel dimeson did I fall into. I had a moment to sit there and look at my drink and think damn did they drug me surely they did because my life is suddenly upended and kind of crazy. I sat there across the table sandwiched between the two men who have known me since I was 16 staring at the other man who had his mouth and a lot of other fun things on me just a few weeks ago. I just attract trouble I need to stop listening to my pussy and start just using my head all the time. I wonder if I could go without sex I might try it at this point. I could live with my phone and my messages every now and then from You. When I did suddenly deserve all this male attention? Was it always there and I just never noticed? Now I have Hugs and Smiles and Kisses coming from texts and shit I am confused and lost. I am drowning but not just in one person. I don't want this I don't want to be tied down I don't want to be one persons but a part of me I guess that good girl part its small but she says quit being slut and cut them off. Pick one but how do you pick one? I know my terrible things are a pair so its both or neither. You are here and there and sometimes don't respond for days. Mr. Mystery well he is like clock work every wed he looks for me at the bookstore and every Saturday he is there for me even if I am not there for him. I had him pegged as a sweet guy who just likes what I like. Butttttt no way is he sweet with how familiar he is with the devil. In fact my mind says he caught my attention on purpose. Cut them all off that’s what I should do. If I could disappear i would as they start talking about business. We were in one of the areas with a table in the back where most people didn’t venture. Idk why but I preferred it. It was dark and quietish. The girl came and dropped our drinks and smiled at the three men before giving me a reassuring smile. I know her she is pretty awesome she comes to our weekly support groups I run. Recently we have been meeting with zoom but slowly getting back to in person. Aj dropped his hand to my inner right thigh running a finger up and down each time getting higher and higher on my leg. I dropped my gaze to it and quickly looked up at him. He leaned over and quietly said " you are thinking too much". I turned toward him and he kissed my nose. I jerked back and bumped into the devil. He readjusted then kept right on like I didn't exist. At least I thought till his hand landed on my left thigh he pushed my skirt up so his hand could touch that sides inner parts. Their fingers touched and I quickly looked at Mr. Mystery who was still talking. They both touched my undied at the same time and I had to bite back a moan. I was wet I won't lie . Aj started back down my thigh but my devil dipped his finger around the edge of my undies. He quickly shoved that finger in me and then withdrew. He grabbed his drink took a sip sat it down and then ran his finger over his bottom lip before licking it. I looked at him wide eyed before even realized Aj did the same thing pulling a tiny noise out of me. I definitely was in another universe. Mr. Mystery looked between us then. I must have looked like a deer caught in headlights. He smiled then asked me “ Are you ok you look a little pale” I nodded and said I’m fine just thirsty. He didn’t buy it but they went back to talking. Aj leaned in and told me to go to the bathroom. Happy for the escape I excused myself. I made it to the bathroom seconds before he did. He pushed me against the wall and kissed me. He lifted my skirt right in the hall pulled my undies down and pocketed them. He kissed up my thigh. He kissed my pussy lightly before he stood. He kissed me again and told me to not linger. Then he left me there all hot and bothered. I went into the bathroom splashed cold water on my face and took a deep breath. When I came back I don’t know what came over me all three turned to look at me and I smiled and sat right next to Mr. Mystery. He smiled at me and grabbed my drink from across the table and handed it to me. I threw it back and waited for another. I jumped when he started to touch me. WTf like what is the deal tonight. He wasn’t bold enough to actually finger me under the table but he got close enough to realize I didn’t have underwear on. He however didn’t keep a straight face as well as the other two. I looked at him saw his shock then looked at the other two because all conversation stopped. Everyone of us knew where his hand was and why he stopped talking at least it felt that way. I took a deep breath when Aj looked at my devil then looked at the other man. He smiled and raised his eyebrow and looked at my devil again. It felt like the silence lasted forever. All three turned and looked at me. I am dreaming I know I am This isn’t happening I want nothing more than a black hole to open up and pull me into it. That’s when they started discussing me like I wasn’t there. I pinched myself no not dreaming. I grabbed Mr. Mysteries hand which was on my thigh and pushed his hand off. I stood said “fuck all of you” and walked away. Yep definitely time to try that whole celibate thing because I was seriously for a min considering being with all of them. This isn’t me at all Wth is happening to me.
-A-




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