Truer than True
Through My Eyes
I’ve been using this diary more to keep track of my medical issues and my personal feelings. I’m extremely scared because I don’t know what’s going to happen to me. I don’t know what the future holds. I put in for FMLA to secure my job and to allow me some time off to figure out what’s going on. My son spoke to a doctor at another hospital that said my symptoms was a stroke but the doctors I seen at Kaiser said it was seizures. However my sister has recordings of me at night non coherent. I go to the restroom a lot but I feel that’s normal and so do the doctor because of all the water I drink. However my sister feels the frequent bathroom runs id a problem and feels I should talk to my doctor again. My son feels it’s a stroke because if information he received from doctors at a hospital he works at resulting in him not wanting to listen. He thinks we’re against him but that’s not the case, we’re trying to figure what the real issues are medically. I’ve had a CT Scan and an MRI and they haven’t found anything. I’m scheduled to have an EEG to see if they can find anything. My license is going to be suspended for six months because they say I had a seizure. I now have to figure out how I’m going to get around. You would think at 51 I’d be living life having fun not getting sick, this really hurts.